BLEPP 2016 Realization-My Confession

Hello po,

I just want to share something, when my friend who is going to take the board exam for ece talked to me about his distress in the upcoming boards, his pressure because I already pass the psychometrician board exam, I gave him words to motivate him and calm him. And while I was talking to him, I realized something, and I don't know if it is applicable to all, but I realized that there are only 2 types of people who failed the exam, the one who did not prepare and the one who did not believe. You can be prepared and then you didn't believe, or you believed, but you did not prepare, but it won't be an assurance that you will pass. It should be a mix of both, and then that is when God will intervene.

Review centers are great sources of foundation and preparation, but it won't be an assurance that you will pass. I do believe that review centers are just there to guide you and help you. Review centers are the ones who will pave the path, but they will not be the one to walk the path, it will be you. So, you should be the one to exert an effort not them. Review centers will prepare you for the big day, but they won't be the one to take the exam, it will be you, so you should be the one who is doing the work and not them. Don't just rely on what they give to you, study on your own, read and read and read.

These are my realizations after the exam, after the results. Because you cannot ask for a rain if you are not prepared for the rain. :)


Almost Girl, RPm
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P.S.

I don't know if you are going to share it or not. Either way, thanks. I just need an outlet. Hindi po kasi ako makapagshare sa friends ko niyan kasi they failed the exam and I don't want to offend them or make them think na mayabang ako. If you are asking why, Almost, kasi I'm an almost latin awardee, Magna Cum Laude pero I was technically disqualified kasi nag stop ako ng pag aaral. And my grades for the boards are so almost, 84,86,87,76.  And almost po palagi ang estado ng love life ko.


Thank you, I just need an outlet. Ang tagal ko na pong gusto ilabas ito simula pa nung lumabas ung results. :) I feel better now. God Bless you po!

I cancelled a date today because of the monsters in my head...

I cancelled a date just because I don't feel like myself today and I don't feel like living today or even staying awake. Because the monsters in my head are back again they were never gone just hiding and waiting when I'm vulnerable again, so they can take over, fully take over me, just because...I don't want to keep on living anymore. Again.